Tuesday, January 1, 2019

On the inside , looking out

Yes, I said that right.. Yes, you read the title right. Looking out is just as bad .. as looking in.. somehow even worse really.

To any normal person, on any normal day... You would see a man, a wife, a daughter, and 3 crazy ass dogs. well cute dogs.. A pup Pitbull.. and 2 black labs that are almost 11.. one is now over weight, one is toooo frikkin skinny cuz of health issues, and one is just .. well a cute spunky, nonstop Pitbull mix. 
Wow.. today feels like a weekend morning.. why.. its humid and grey outside, but simi warm.. Phil is gone fishing .. yes, since odark thirty.. (nothing new there). and Yes, Jade is still in bed although its now going on 11. I have been up fighting with dogs since early. Bo wont eat.. just horrible.. Luke wants to eat everything,, and I couldn't handle it.. even though I said "NOT TODAY" I am on vacation.. the house was yuck.. the laundry needed to be done. etc etc etc. You guys know when I say etc.. THAT MEANS A LOT OF SHIT TO DO RIGHT? Of course you do.. You know me well enough by now.. I am one that does the work etc for 3.. I take care of dogs on top of it all too !! One can NEVER consume the amount of coffee that I actually have to.. or feel like I have drank everyday just to meet a happen medium in my fucked up world.. living in the Cul-de-sac in Salem Alabama.. LUCKY ME. Oh wait.. It's not the weekend.. IT'S A FRIGGIN TUESDAY... JANUARY 1ST.. THE FIRST DAY OF THE NEW YEAR !!  Fuck , I AM trapped in hell... Oh I mean... I have the best life ever. (oops) !!!