I type slower than my brain goes.. so I am cray cray sometimes in my styles and etc. I am also a Teacher and mom so I AM A REPEATER ..by trade and habit.. it just is... I want to make sure most the time people understand what the hell I am saying.. well meaning.. and over the years with this sickness my grammar has diminished greatly.. and I also use slang and etc because I don't member shorthand and even if I did.. not many would know these days what the hell that even is. OMG , what has the world come to? I don't worry anymore about the future though or my kids futures.. where that is concerned because my children are all grown and ..2 out of 3 have kids of their own.. so let them worry about it... lol. I wont be around much longer and no sense arguing over it.. my youngest is 26 and she has her own language and that wont change so... shit, everyone knows what I am saying! Right?? It's horrid... Actually if I were already dead.. I would probably be shaking my head.. where ever I was.. HAHHAHHA
I have come to find that because I am not true North physically in this house.. that my inner faculties are also not true north right now either.. nothing I can do about that except try to adjust still.. damn it.. it has been 10 months and I am still not used to it etc.. House not North.. and everything. I still miss home. I still miss KY.. I still miss me and having a life. I MISS ME.. I need to let it go.. but sometimes its still overwhelming because since we have been here its been mostly bad.. so I cant forget !
Ok.. this is another story for another time.. so I am moving on now !
Happy Tuesday World. Happy Tuesday to whomever may actually be reading this. I don't expect anyone to be doing that.. just like I have stated,, this is more for me then anyone else.. This is my release and my lost pages... but just incase.. have a blessed day.. hehhe
