How many times in your life.. has someone said to you.. where do you see yourself in 10 years ? Or times that you said it out loud in conversation, or thought about it in your thoughts? I know I never really used to think about it until I was married with Children.. before than it was .. yea, if I make it to the end of the month I will be good. I have been asked over the years however by others.. many times.. indeed.. where I thought I would be and or saw myself in 10 yrs?? Never ever would I have imagined where I am today or what I have been through in just the last decade.. It is ever so crazy.. Life is so random and unexpected in every sense really.. A joker, a jackass.. and an SOB at times.. but it gives us just as many good things and beautiful moments as well.. YOU PLAYER YOU …. LIFE !
I may have guessed some , but to be dying of so many diseases and estranged from family members.. etc.. that would have never even entered my mind. To be unable to work and go from a full life to an almost non-existent one.. yeah that was never on my agenda.. ANYWHERE !! Life.. throws curve balls.. hardcore.. she does .
Years ago I wrote a Novel.. I'm a published Poet, Short story writer, Collective works,, and a Children's Book Creator... I have done so many things .. yet here I set rotten now.. doing a blog and badly at that I might add. Would I.. could I .. do those things now.. uumm.. NO.. and I know .. no one would ever guess that about me.. Not many know.. Just a few loved ones and or ppl I used to work and collaborate with.. But what difference does it make now.. not a bit.. It's not even a Legacy … but at least I can say I LIVED AND DID SO COMPLETELY IN THIS LIFE OF MINE.
For those non-believers and haters.. lol.. Blogs I know must contain.. pic and or video evidence.. hahah.. this is for you... booty heads.
