I don't look sick.. but my legs feel like wet speg noodles, go limp, and or give out on me without any warning at all.
I live with intense exhaustion sometimes were it feels like I am at the bottom of the Ocean trying to move.
I suffer from extremely sensitive heat intolerance sometimes.. it makes me light headed, car sick, faint, wanna throw up … etc.. where as normal feel just a normal temperature.
I get phantom itches.. you think I am nuts... but sometimes I scratch myself raw and or cut myself.. ggrrr.when an itch may not actually exist.
My bones feel like they are being ripped apart or someone is using a jackhammer inside my body.. especially worse in weather changes.
Sometimes even little stuff stresses and worries.. me.. DO NOT YELL AT ME.. only makes it worse. My body only rebels and flare ups triple... just for the fun of it ! YUCK
A lot of times.. I don't look sick, but I can not concentrate on anything.. then my memory suffers drastically.. and I shut down.
Simple tasks can take me sometimes 5 times longer than they used to.. or when others do them. NOT ALWAYS.. but sometimes.. IT HAPPENS .
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE STRUGGLES I FACE BELOW THE SURFACE.. UNLESS YOU TOO HAVE THE DISEASES I HAVE.. AND EVEN THEN IT'S PROBABLY DIFFERENT BECAUSE WE ALL MANIFEST SYSTEMS DIFFERENTLY.. OUR BODIES ARE NOT THE SAME !!!
