Scattered memos to Nobody: Thinking Out Loud again

Wednesday, August 7, 2019

Thinking Out Loud again

Would the bird feeders get filled,.. Would the dogs get their faces washed and ears cleaned, Would any mandatory daily things and chores get done … if I were dead ? I know morbid a bit.. but it is my life after all and it is usually filled with blahs and more blahs.
Grammerly.. hhmmm. that would probably be a great download for me.. hahah .. I don't care .. soon I will be gone anyways.. most the time shit doesn't make sense anyways and I have to reread and rewrite shit like 20 times and sometimes it still looks wrong and makes no sense.. no matter how much help I have .. and or if I am a Teacher,, the brain will win this round. NOT I ~
Questions.. if a family member constantly takes your shit...is that stealing? If you live in a house with multiple other capable adults.. shouldn't you share tasks and etc? Only fair right?? Seriously. That's what partners and families are suppose to do.. or am I wrong? Shouldn't all share their weight?
Aren't we equal? What about not wanting to be touched.. if you are forced.. etc.. Are you still being violated? I think so.. I think if you are so ill.. others around you should respect you and help you not hinder you.. Like I said.. Could be me..but really.. DAMN ! Guess I need to start changing my views, morals, and ethics.. to fit in.. even in my own house... GGrrr. Pitiful.. but TRUE 💔

Adventures still to be had

My list is long.. (but I'm condensing to only 10 things)

Learn to play Chess
Learn to play Piano
Sky Diving
Hot Air Balloon ride over Grand Canyon
Visit Arlington Cemetery.. Tomb of Unknown Soldier etc
See Mt. Rushmore
See Lady Liberty up close & in person
Visit Hawaii.. see Volcano in person
After Sooooo many years of Marriage.. I would love to have an actual Wedding ceremony or re-new vows and do something in grand style
Have a Day.. with no pain, no sickness, no ggrrr… just have one PEACEFUL and HARMONIOUS day

Seeing as how I left so many out.. I might change this from time to time to add other stuff in the mix .Keeping it real people.. just keeping it REAL !

Lighten up Already

A man walks into a bar and sees his friend sitting beside a 12-inch pianist. He says to his friend, "That's amazing. How did you get that?"

The man pulls out a bottle and tells him to rub it and make a wish. He rubs the bottle, and a puff of smoke pops out and tells him that he can have one wish. So the man thinks and says, "I wish I had a million bucks."

The genie says, "OK, go outside, and your wish will be granted."

The man goes outside, but all he finds are ducks filling the sky and roads. He goes back in and tells his friend what happend, and his friend replies, "I know. Did you really think I wanted a 12-inch pianist?"