My eyes are super bad.. super blurry, double and triple vision, and I keep losing sight in one or the other.. taking turns they are. how sweet of them. I know soon it will be gone probably both and probably for a good while or for good. Head is getting very bad.
Spots on Feet are getting worse.. frikking swelling disorder.. stuff gets crazy then numb.. then other spots start and hurt so bad.. I would rather just have the spots on my back, hands, and arms.. much easier to deal and cope with.
Back and neck are really bad.. Surgery still wont be my answer.. I just have to live with it and take pain mads to stay in some kind of relief mode.. Tremors are taking over.. worse today than yesterday.. had them so bad last night couldn't sleep forever.. every time my legs touched or anything touched anything.. it sat more off ! I didn't wake phil.. he'd just scoff, get pissed, say something crappy and go back to sleep.. so on my own as usual.
Infections a bit better.. fighting them all hard I am. Walking status is going up and down.. try mostly to not walk or use stuff during day so at night.. its easier and not a noticeable issue..
Inside my mouth..fuck the pockets.. the swelling, the pain everywhere.. oh my god.. thank you THC for being my friend.. is all I can say about that.
Throat, Ears, Nose.. wantta cut them all off.... I can still live without them right..? hell half the time I cant smell, hear, or swollow anyways.. hahahha. funny but, at same time... NOT SO FUNNY !
I am living the drunk life these days.. and imagine that.. I don't even need a drink to master it !!!
Arthritis.. the types I have come and go.. the damage to joint etc are there regardless... so the only thing that matters to me is the pain and swelling.. I always know the weather patterns before the Meteorologists! My hips feel like someone is ripping them apart.. my hands feel like someone is smashing them with a huge ass sledge hammers.. and as for the rest.. I will just stop right here... you are welcome.. ahhahah
Hoping your Saturday is soooo .. sooo much better than mine. Toodles for now
