My hands are getting bad again.. I know my pics aren't the best but soon I will look like a burn victim again... and I refuse to go through treatments, needles, steroids, etc again.. no reason to. That alone is torture.. just for it to all come back over and over and I am this far in the game now... so no reason to do it. I just will treat and move on.. I will have to get used to people possibly looking at it and having to explain I am not contagious.. I AM JUST SICK.. and I have multiple types of skin diseases etc.. They will have to just deal with it and move on I suppose.
My face is swollen beyond words. my lips swell, my throat swells.. haven't been able to eat anything but soup and freezer pops for days.. My mouth & tongue hurt so bad.. it is like I am constantly being punched and I am about to even loose all my teeth.. my gums don't even feel right, but then again they told me already I probably had multiple forms of mouth cancer.. That C word again..
One good pic from yesterday however.. it was frikking awesome.. My youngest daughter Jade.. had her Tats done on the 20th,, She had roses done connecting other Tats and also..( that's our side of her body).. she had a note from me.. put on her arm.. pretty cool.. maybe one day.. after I am gone.. she will look at that and say.. I GOT THIS.. and know... I am with her .. Pretty cool indeed ~
