A year

Today marks officially the worst year of my life. One year ago this a.m. I was packing up a U-haul and saying good bye to my home etc.. I officially stopped driving my car and gave up everything. I would like to say the year has gone by so quickly and amazing things have happened.. but it HAS BEEN THE WORST YEAR OF MY ENTIRE LIFE !!! Lost my Bo Dean and I know if we hadn't of moved ,., he would still be alive !! My house has been in constant shambles.. My daughters life got worse.. til this day.. It is constant struggle and challenge with my health and EVRYTHING.. all so my husband could have things his way !! I cry everyday. for what I have lost, what has been happening , and what is still to come. I am pretty sure I died a year ago this day !