An bitches be having their man stand up for them and try to talk down to me on FB.. what the fuck. Why are people intimidated by me...? I just want friends.. I just wanna be nice and be me.. and I get the shit at every angle.. I am sorry you didn't come up with the idea first.. I am sorry I was faster on the draw .. but I am just being me.. not trying to fucking be better than anyone else.. so why do I get the shit back.. wrong way thrown in my face constant. SCREW THAT. SCREW THESE PEOPLE.. I GUESS THERE IS A REASON WHY IT HAS FOLDED OUT LIKE IT HAS.. MAYBE THESE FUCKERS ARENT SUPPOSE TO BE MY FRIENDS.. I AM DONE INDEED ~
At this point really dont care about costume party or Halloween shit or anything.. my hubby wont even talk about stuff.. so they win !! I got stuff even for a party that... I probably wont even be around for.. and making all these plans dreaming I suppose.. trying to connect and trying to have fun.. and shit just getting twisted. FUCK IT ALL !!!!
SO much for the costume ideas.. Threw my list away.. so much for shopping list and getting stuff together.. They want a party they can do without me.. I am not going to bend over backwards for any of it.. they can invite people.. they can do it all.. I DONT CARE AS OF RIGHT NOW !Q!!!
I am tired of being upset and sad.. now I am pissed and full of angst.. about it all !! Ggrggrrr
Needing to let all go.. or I will have another TIA.. just now getting over the one I had a few days ago.. Yes I had a mini stroke the other day and I am having a very hard time,,, could be why I am over emotional and shit too.. fuckers.. LOL
I have seen my Immortal connected soul mate many times in the last few days.. Maybe he is here to help guide me away. I sure hope so.. PLEASE take me with you.. PLEASE..
