Yesterday was a double date night with the Roger Friends.. Had a blast. Needed that we did .. and I say we because we all 4 had a blast, laughed, talked, smiled, ate. etc etc etc.. Good Food, Good Place, and great Friends,, Can't go wrong there.
Next adventure already in the works.. thinking maybe Seafood and maybe Auburn area. YAY
Inside these walls the story line still goes up and down like a yo-yo.. but I still just am trucking on and trying to make it through.
Lost 3 more lbs.. still not sleeping... Itching horrible now.. on Right side too.. Legs, arms, face etc. it is horrible and complete torture . Tremors spreading lasting longer etc. Pain very BAD. Lips peeling and swelling again. battling the other diseases hard core. Teeth even hurt.. Face.. mouth , throat.. all bad.. spots getting worse.. breathing .. doing stuff and certain times get worse. Chest and whole middle body hurts so bad.. pretty sure it is not going away this time.
Eyes are so bad now.. The only thing I can describe some of it is as like being in that headache commercial.. were they do virtual reality googles and mom gets to see what daughter sees when her head gets bad.. once you have seen that.. now multiply by at least3. Getting hard to see, focus, and sometimes know what is even real or there or not. Making sense is getting worse. By now I know my hubby and daughter are having to take notice... some times I am outta my mind..
Ears..nose.. well fuck.. EVERYWHERE.. is getting worse. Handwriting, movement, Blisters on face and hands and marks coming up all over my body.. YUCk ! My meds and coping skills I have upped by 3 .. barley doing anything. Don't say... you got no warning y'all.. because that's all I have been doing and everyone blows me off and or ignores me and down plays everything so.. WWWaaahhh
Infections running a muck.. Organs wanting to stop and I am just hanging tough I am.
Another day...💟
