Never NUFF... yep, I said it. OMG my dogs have serious nasty asses.. Their gas is so yuck it is literally making me sick, WOW~
70's music and getting by this a.m. Been up since 0500.. my sleeping habits are all but null right now. Horrible nights, little sleep early a.m... craziness and insanity. I finally said screw it at about 0600 and made coffee and just got started with this day. I listen to what the voices and my body tells me .. u see.. and this a.m. it said.. get up and do some shit, take notes, and we will guide you along the way... and they have indeed. People seem to think my life is glam and I live the great life and set around.. well guess what? UUUGGGHHHH !! wrong answer. Miserably sick and in so much pain.. i get up.. struggle to make coffee and get going. I do loads of laundry, dishes, refill shit all around house, sweep house, ( lots of wood floors)..mop floors, take care of dogs, .. that are killing me by the way.. they are 3 and 11.. pit and lab so their needs and wants are very different and its hard most days.. and other days extremely hard. Back to my morning.... um.. scrubbed sink, cleaned shower, huge tub.. ( i don't know how I just did that)..mopped bathrooms, laundry room, scrubbed and cleaned glass doors from shower, mirrors all over house.. etc.
Outback.. cleaned, swept 7 million leaves, cleaned furniture, moved it around.. emptied trash.. and stopped til later til it warms up to go out and pick up dog mess etc.. toooo damn cold out there it was.. I still need to go finish.. checked stuff out front, did stuff had to do... and wait til later to clean out there and go get mail etc.. OH MY GOD.. tired just thinking about all I STILL MUST DO TODAY.. and this is most days people. THIS WAS MY POINT. I am by no means lazy unless I just cant .. but I still feed and take care dogs, play with them.. do the must do.. the dusting bedroom cleaning etc.. cooking, dishes,, and many more things until I am just ready to die many times over.. but I still try to smile.. laugh.. be funny on fb etc.. because that keeps me going and of course no one really cares anyway.. SO !! there most of it is. Wanting to get stuff done so I can rest later in bed and maybe watch a cute and or funny XMAS movie or something.. I have waited to do that.. I cant do it til after Thanksgiving.. IT IS JUST NOT POSSIBLE FOR ME ! ahaha
I do all these things for just a few reasons.. 1. If I don't .. no one will. 2. I do it for me .. so stuff stays clean etc or half ass done anyway. And I do it for my family and animals that depend on me to do it because even if they can do that shit... THEY DONT ~
