Wednesday, December 4, 2019

raNDomS 4.. yes, another one




My daily reminder.. LMAO


Yep.. Daily reminder...  Thinking about being old school for some reason right now.. ya know.. like raking instead of using leaf blower. Picking up trash and cig butts instead of just throwing them down for someone else to pick up. Actually reading a book instead of listening to one. Saying Merry Christmas instead of stoooopid shit. Actually doing the work in the kitchen with food and cooking in oven.. not having machines do all for me.. I actually use like knives to peel and cut.. lol
Writing a letter or calling instead of texting and or emails.. who the fuck checks ( or uses) emails these days .. they are even obsolete mostly too!! ha
ANother huge random.. I like baths but my body doesn't. I like drinking alcohol and doing certain drugs..cooking,cleaning, dancing, singing, playing sports, house work, yard work, taking showers.. and so on.. BUT MY BODY DOESNT ! Fuck I am so screwed. My body and my brain & heart are constanty at war.. TRY THAT ON FOR SIZE Y'ALL..  No takers? hhumm. ok
House to myself today.. Kid gone for days.. unsure when she's coming back.. no worries.. Less for me to deal with. If I can handle my jackass husband that is. Sometimes he isn't bad.. sometimes he is great.. other times he is just lost and still clueless.. AGAIn I SAY.. $130.00 on a fucking un-needed Santa.. lol yeah.. I am not letting this one go yet.
Health you ask..? well good news the white stuff stopped..holding weight at about 174lbs.. still 2 heavy.. hate that. Mouth .. head issues.. that shits nuts.. every kind of infection you can possible think of.... I am trying to ward off. Talking, walking, thinking, and functions.. go up and down.. currently ok I guess.. I know what I am saying kind of.. however I will forget in 2 minutes I am sure. YES, SERIOUSLY ! No biggy though. That's old news really.. hhmm. think that's the update as of right now.. I am still alive.. YUCK.. hahhaah