Well the sun cometh & then it goeth. 🤪 Animals out like for 5 minutes hahaaaa. And then there's me... & my Hero saying.. Washington you are fired !  It's old.. but still one of my favs..  Sunday... hhmmmm

WWG1WGA

 This was the extent of my Fall decorating this year.. heheheheheh     🍂

Time to get up Fuckers... lol

 

 Been a super long time since I did a health update.. or should I say bad health update. My ears are bleeding still.. still fighting just about everything under the sun. My teeth are rotting out.. literally now. nothing is good really... but I will not complain.. soon it will be over and no pain for me and no more sickness either. The pain somedays is almost unbearable,,, but I truck on.. cant see half the time.. cant hear.. cant even walk straight.. but I have been pushing to stay moving. The sleep pattern has gone back to insomnia. Hold on I need more coffee for this... heheheheh

.....   awwwwwwww 

I have so many infections now.. I have huge bump over my left eye and sometimes I get huge blood spots in my eye. Throat and all still really bad.. but at night the swallowing has gotten easier. Every muscle and bone in my body hurts. Throwing up a lot.. using the bathroom on myself goes in stages... like the other stuff.. cant eat much.. but I take down soda and candy and bad shit to keep weight on.  SOOOOO many things from head to toe .. inside and out. I think I might just stop here now and say.. 

GOOD MORNING ppls

 Random Sunday thoughts.. HHmmm .. where do I even start?

So, I'mma thinking..

Sometimes I don't have to be the problem solver..

 I just need to be. I need to be true. I need to be strong, compassionate, loving, brave, courageous.. etc etc etc... I just need to simply be me ~

this I know

This is my fuel.. mmmm.. emmm good ! I need it.. I have slept maybe 5 hours in over a week..

COFFEE... 💜

So so ready .. For The Golden Ages.. And so it is 

Falls past....

MWAH.... I 💗 Fall......

 

Donald Trump "Silent Running" (Can you hear me running) Inspirational

this...

24/7/365 ... yep even when the dates go back to Julian .....  lmao... 💗☕🌹 

I love my coffee.. Gotta have my coffee .. indeed ~

right here is what ya call.. killing 2 birds with one stone... {GIGGLES}

Today... come on more red pills !!

 Well yeah.... I am not extending anymore.. I can't... I am maxxed out.. and I know she's just here.. not anything special.. just a filler so... no more wasting my time.

I have texted.. messaged .. etc etc.  For months nothing. I was ignored.. not even a thank u.. or what? .. or stop texting.. or are u ok mom.. or anything. I have still been showed by her.. and only her .. in every way... i am not in her realm of care or anything.. I stopped before and started texting again couple months ago.. so she would understand and know. I send lots of i love yous... etc etc... and nothing in return.

I even just send sweet pretty stuff saying be safe.. love you all.. kiss boys and nothing.

The last week with down to the wire.. on this awakening.. i sent specific stuff.. more i love yous.. proud of yous.. pics etc.. and still nothing.. not even a fuckoff.. so I see and know how much she cares.. 2 days ago sent her last text about ebs and specifics.  Stay calm.. its all good.. love u's and a pic saying hiya.. I still wait fot a reply.. that i know will never come.. just like an apology  and i love you.. i will never get..

I have to let go !   Nope.. no more.. she's got this.. and she chose long ago.. and im not in her circle. Wonder if she will ever care or anything... ? Doubt it.. but thats ok...  that was my role .. my duty.. her... and i did that... so merely.. we are just the past ! That IS THAT... 😕

purdy

God speed Warriors and Guardians 

Randoms .. on this Wednesday a.m.

Not sure what else to say right now. been doing the ANON thing.. still trying to pin down exact time of shutdown. I am exhausted and insomnia victim to say the least. SO much to say really but it is just stuck somewhere else right now I suppose. My insides are  nutsy .. my brain isn't even working really right now.. I am in a dizzy fog of sorts.

I jus felt like yelling.. hey, you guys ! LOL.

sickness needs to go away.. I am yuck and done being yuck actually. 

whole other random.. she thinks it's funny.. and she acts like its a fucking game.  She asked me.. why I was here..I told her I was her to keep him on the level.. I guess I should have expanded
on that and said her too.. I can not keep doing this with her.

unreal .. she sits and tells me about her grown ass friends.. that spend shit tons of money on bs and then don't pay their bills and keep going round in round in the muck pool.. well hello.. she is the perfect example for that.. she bitches and cries about the shit, but yet she is queen of that shit.. why cant she see it still? She so not there.. A COMPLETE COLLAPSE IS WHAT SHE AND HIM NEED..  yes.. him too.. he bitches and does the same shit he bitches about and they are worst when together because all they do is buttttttt heads and stupid shit and I cant even deal with it anymore... ignoring doesn't even work.. I cant be with them together long. I almost hope and pray she ditches us on the 10 day dark.. she's gotta  learn this lesson.. her way.. maybe then she will stop the fuck shit crap.. evil life she's living !

THEY BOTH NEED TO HIT ROCK BOTTOM HARD TO GET ANYWHERE.. EITHER THEY HIT AND CHANGE TO A NEW.. OR THEY HIT AND GET UP TO STAY THE SAME.. THEIR CHOICE. Hope I am not around to see it actually.. I cant handle that . truth straight up.. 

Love

Always and then some..... 2021

 This includes our Guardians.. Space Force.. Galactic Alliances..

White Hats.. All those which sacrifice so much for us.. now & always.. 💗

Love & keep all my brothers and sisters safe .............

Plz Watch ~

 

mWaH

 I could say 5 hundred million things but .. at this point... hmmm. I am alive.. heading out soon. God is here.. Jesus is here. Truth is here. ALL is...as it should be .. say hello to the The Golden Ages for me Y'all..

N' God is Love & Everything.....

 This says it all Folks...

Love n Light be with you all today and everyday. My heart runneth over. Be safe. Stay well... stay vigilant... 💘

no words

 

THIS explains it all y'all

 Today. Tuesday. 26 October  2021

The beginning of THE END

The TRUTH is here. The STORM is here.. Hold on tight.. 

LOVE YOU ALL . BE SAFE. STAND STRONG. LOVE HARD.

💗

Finally found it...

Thinkin...hhmmm... 

Getting my list knocked out. Texted , did my due diligence... etc etc

TOMORROW... 🐸🧚

Today alone.. gonna watch sports.. view what I need to... last hints etc..

The hour is almost upon us ☕

Stay safe.. U R loved ⚘

Jus Sayin'

 I have NOT slept for days upon days. Insomnia.. & truth.. MOSTLY TRUTH💯

I have been here all along y'all.. lmao.. 😁

Laugh fuckers.. for later on today starts the tears.. The pain, and the great truth..

This could be IT....

 I love y'all til the end of time... some of you have followed me on multiple sm sites for years.. fb etc.. great friendships have been made.. I wish you all love and luck in the coming Golden ages.. if you see this before the net goes down.. KNOW I am thinking of you all.  SO SO MUCHES

I am ready.. I think all of Realm Earth is ready ~

Hold your loved ones tight.. Love STRONG...  God and Family are on the way 🐸💓😘

FRIDAY WHATSSSSS UP?

https://youtu.be/1d6k_UE_xUU

THIS ~ LISTEN & Watch

They will not allow the video to be see off youtube right now.. GO LOOK..

I have it saved to computer etc, but I cant upload it...

This. Play. Daily y'all..

Love is the key !!!

💜

 So, I always have said the woos & howlers are coming.. to whomever spoke the words originally of the woowoo monster is coming.. hat tips & kudos to you.. lol... starting the day off with laughs & coffee... I am😆

Kisses & lovins.. for the lot of ya.. Stay safe. Stay aware. Stay well.. ⚘

 Was up all night.. went and got in bed about 0530.. crashed about 0615 or so.. slept couple hours and here I am.

Everything done. No list items left for today... I am on hiatus..the rest of the day... i deserve that much i think. All i gotta do is take care of the Pooter and me.. did other few things already.. laundry, dishes, cleaning, ..etc . My lists should be getting smaller not vice versa.. i am not even on kp duty later.. 

[ hahaha].

Things I know { at this moment }..

1. Im sick but ignoring it. 

B. It might be a movie day.. that has yet to be determined. 

3.O my damn... i need to go make tea

C.  This limbo is killing me.. i know.. gods trying to teach me a lesson.

4. Neighbors etc.. still noone talks to me.. oh well.. let it go Renè.. u can not win every skermish... [u like that huh]. Been coding and decoding so much... the grammar thing... has changed for me a bit.

D. Everything under god has a time... The time is now.. 🤔

Jus sayin' 

 Not really sure what today holds for me... kindah scared kindah just excited.. whatever comes this way comes. I really am not even scared .. that is the wrong emotion.. I am in limbo .. and just ready I suppose.. I have gotten anxious a bit, but that is due to me being here still and sll taking so long.. but you cant rush gods will and divine plan for you I suppose.

In the Navy.. fucking Village People.. they tried to tell us.. yep.. MkUltra...

It's raining again..

They shouldah jus pulled a Morrison... haahaaa.. can't wait to see that ole Rush L.

⚘🐸😜🧚

Fractured Dreamer

 When ya have million things to write and say..  and you come up with zero

Did he even notice? Don't think so..

I still do not understand.. Maybe I never will.. it just is..

One day at a time dearest self... Hold the line !

 Thursday... Be good to me

Thursday be good to everyone.. Prayers, Love, & Light

I miss you

I miss me.... I miss everything.  Soon... No Surrender

Love n Faith will carry us through.. 

I'll be seein' ya...💕 

Elvis did not leave the  building...in fact, he is setting outside by the pool right now ...drinking a beer with Abe...

(Giggle giggle)

heheeeee

Coffee

My list is almost complete.. and yes i could not have done it without you. Thank you my dearest friend !  You complete me...☕😘♥️

Coffee and Multitasking Queen... I am ... lmao

It's cold.. but the sun does shine

It's quiet.. but the screams are so loud

It's empty.. but it overflows

It's broken.. but all too so magically fixed and wonderous

It's nothing .. but EVERYTHING

IT'S ALWAYS duality...

IT IS 

 Well well well... another day on this fucked up wrong calendar. I am barely hanging on. Still noone listens.. still i fight alone. STILL

It is.... Wednesday

 Luv you all .. 😘

https://youtu.be/UpCBIF1Yl4k

Indeed.. worth a listen 🤎

Yepppsss

The Hunter cometh

Hunter Moon... fullest late tonight..[I think] morning hours.. early Wednesday.. 

Either way.. enjoy it another day or too.. Yes, it also is called Harvest Moon in places & times. Just another full moon 

Jus sayin'... 😝

bit frazzled

Indeed... 11:11 and my hair is already falling out... lol. Messy parker.. i am !

Boxes at door..bedroom, dusting, garage stuff.. pantry stuff.. laundry

I havent stopped.. it is kickin my ass & winning.. i will let it today. Well played Tuesday..... well played 😏

What I know this A.M..

1. It is cold outside

2. The critters are nutso like me... sense Mother Earth & her Realm changing.

3. The dog thinks he's human ... could have been.

5. It is ONLY Tuesday...

6. Still I sacrifice... ALONE

7. I TRUST & BELIEVE.. but, is that enough..? For me.. it is.. for others not so much.

8. Coffee is my coper! My filler ! Etc ! ☕🙃

9. Fall is forsure here and the Hunter moon is gone into its next phase and away it goes.

And 10... 

My lists do not matter 🐇

 I am not sure who & what she represents.. but she is beautiful none the less and right now...

she is my one !  Have a very safe Tuesday ahead..   

Love & Light be with us all ! 💐

Another toss & turn.. sleep 5 minutes.. deal with the dog... the pain.. the head wont shutdown.. no rest.. bad travels  & energies.. etc. Whether i take meds or not.. whether i do things or not.. etc etc etc.

Oh my.. how rude I am this morgen... well then...  2 birds with one stone... 

(giggle giggle).

And so it is ~

Thank and Bless you all whom have and who still do.. sacrifice all.. for our FREEDOM.

all this on a Monday.. lucky me📌

I'mma mess i tell ya.. here i set lost in thoughts. Need to lose weight.. i am at 176 ish an need to get back to 172 ish or 170.. nothing below.. or I plunge and cant control it. And i say all this.. while I have an M&m in my mouth..😆

the sky and day couldnt be anymore beautiful than right now.. even this  

glorious miracles r upon our horizon.. 🦅

 Past few days been strange and rough, but I got through.. Today and what lies ahead is still plaguing me.. I shall see... Faith.. and ride it out Rene....😆 FAITH  Will try to focus maybe on doing nails and filler stuff.. I think I will have to.. it will be my must.. gonna dig up movies etc I should prob take a look at too.. mwAH ~ possibly get to see .. the Trump tapes too I hope.. yes there was a bad Trump in the mix..but remember too.. he is a Patton too and Gods hand also.. Member it is not  Good vs, Evil.. it is the Bad.vs.. Evil.. God knows we are bad.. he knows.. but we are not evil and he loves us all still.. we r all his children.  PERIOD !~ 

[KEK].. jus a giggles 4 me.. luvva y'all