For the life of me ... I can NOT understand why ppl do bad things to other ppl on purpose.. why they plot and plan shitty acts against others.. Why do these ones exist? I do not get it. Can they not go already? seriously... ?? I am so over being a 52 year old woman that is scolded and controlled like I am a thing or his lil pet.. which does shit on his time frame and follows his every wish.. which pet isnt the right word.. because he treats the pets better than me. He watches every move.. inside & out.. windows doors.. electric and water use daily.. when i am on phone.. what I do.. etc etc etc.. If I am sick he is mad.. I lay down ,, he gets mad.. . I do things on his time frame . things to suite him. all when he wants or doesnt want. He will do something 3 days after I ask.. when he knows it needed to be done 3 days ago. he relishes and loves being in control.. and being the one.. being in charge. being the first.. being the one to make every decision.. etc.. he enforces it also.. and he laughs at me in my face and talks shit and loves it.. he loves belittling me and watching me either suffocate.. or drown. I can not win. I have no help either.. because all think he walks on water.. just wait .. they will soon all see I hope.. Today hhmmm... sink or swim?
