My Tremors are back ! For those which don't know, Tremors are caused by damage in your brain affecting the nerves that control your muscles. Nervous system conditions such as Parkinson's, MS, & Essential Tremor...
Before I have battled many times with regular tremors.. my battle has now stepped up its game a bit.. I now have Internal Vibrations... Inside Tremors.. and they suck.. WAY worse. I would rather just shake like a crack addict ... personally! I started having them last year , but did not realize that is what it was until just this past week. It's gotten so bad.. I googled it and chatted with my old friend and MS Doc.. Thank god for her sometimes.. She gives me no sugarcoated bologna.. no run around.. just the facts and advice. She is telling me to go to doc here at Ft. Benning or one in surrounding area.. I am still saying no. If I was to go.. immediately I would be assigned so many specialty docs and they would start with Derm because all my skin diseases are back and one of them is VERY VISABLE.. soon it will look like I am a fire victim.. GGrrr...
I don't want any more needles and painful procedures in my hands.. no more steroids.. no more of any of that.. so there !
Moving on...
My back is going jacked up on me again too... The top of my back has pain, spots, and other symptoms that are coming up quickly.. Don't have a clue.. Try to just ignore it like everyone else around me does. ( thats one spot where I had the cancer removed..)
Right foot... so much pain and inside swelling disorder again.. Under side & arch bad,.. getting hard to walk.
Infections as of today are taking over again.. soon I will be down for the count probably trying to recover before I cant. Batting colds, Ear..Throat..Nose (BAD STUFF) crap... Stomach bug, intestine crap again, mouth, UTI possibly.. I am hoping that's all it is.. could be something WAY bigger.. yuck, and others.. damn there are so many at the present.. I would have to stop , count, and write them all down to keep track. That's is just sad. Just think..no one really knows that except me and my hubby... It just is what it is though.. why talk about it everyday when it matters not.. I do that with my hubby and he cant stand it.. I drive him nuts I know,, I am sure he gets tired of everyday at some point hearing me cry and talk about just the pain. Poor him.. he has no clue.. he is helpless.. he is my hubby.. Sure he is ready to go fishing .. lmao
Gotta scoot.. the Iced Tea is not going to make itself ~ GIGGLES...
