Friday, September 6, 2019

Health update..

Haven't been able to eat for days.. throwing up, spasm and pain tummy and etc.. all muscles been in fuck off Rene mode.. diarrhea.. ggrrr. fevers..fighting new viruses. ( bacterial and viral).. yucky.
My foot and arm messed up on right side.. horrible pain etc.. Inverse tremors VERY BAD.. one of the biggest issues. Extreme headaches.. inside my head and my skull itself. Skin diseases getting worse. Walking better but numbness in feet is getting yuck.. which means the walking is about to stop again. My insides have just been in shut down mode really.. I have again lost more lbs.. not sure what I weigh this a.m. probably about 168 or so.. I imagine. My taste is gone, my hearing is going in and out and I just am having issues with about everything. But no one asks and or no one even mentions any of it.. and when I try to say something about any thing.. I get cut off and ignored.. so.. and no one even asks like what I am talking about when they see my posts.. or even wonders what the hell I am doing .. when I set here and do this.. they have no concern or care .. to even ask.. hey, whatcha doing? That is sad.. omg..I hate I so realist sometimes.. I depress myself even.. LMAO
Ok.. back to issues.. back getting worse. Mouth and throat issues ok today,but it is still early. Yesterday I felt good.... sort of til lunch.. so I expect the bottom to drop out any second.. or you know? the other shoe to drop.  In other words.. nothing good or better today. All still screwed up in Rene world today. But hey I am still kicking right? There are other things which are key issues.. that I am going through right now, but the words just aren't coming and I am just messing up my own head and getting confused.. I am gonna stop now.
That is what is on the menu today kids ! Still more bad shit..