You made choices and now I am stuck and helpless.. and you do nothing but hurt me repeatedly and fall back into your shit patterns. WHY? I can not for the life of me to get this song to stop playing.. I am stuck on this ride through torture town. DAMN
My Control method for today: broken down to 2 categories.. What is in my control and what is OUT OF my control..
In MY CONTROL: What I say. What I do. My Opinions. My self care. My Thoughts. My every action. What I eat , drink, smoke, take,.. etc. My boundaries!! ( Dozy there). What I listen to. What I read. What I post on line.. LOL. Who I hang with or don't. What I wear. There are more.. but I want my battle list to be short today. Pick your battles wisely folks. ALWAYS ! Never bite off more than you can chew in that sense.
Out of MY CONTROL Bubble: What others say and think. Their opinions. Others actions. People doing stuff around me or not doing stuff.. That's a biggy. Time. Aging and what happens I don't like. What others believe . What others post anywhere and everywhere online !! ( huge).
Other peoples feeling , thoughts, and expressions. Other Peoples time. The Weather out there.
Found this to be a good starting place. And here I go !! 💙
Random out loud~ So if you look like a serial killer and I cant pronounce your shit.. you will not be on my friends or peeps on anything !!
Make me coffee Y'all. I need more. HAHAHHA.
True story ~ WHatsah coming ..is a coming. we will deal with it when it gets here !
FB WTF.. you say 3 friend requests waiting for me.. I click and there is like 25.. HAHAHA,,. Get your shit straight FB,, 4 REAL already
